Tuesday, November 19, 2013

The End, The Beginning, The All-ness Associated With Myth and Us


            Time will wait for no man, but no man should find himself waiting in time. Whoso must be unhappy, un-dignified, and unimportant in the breadth and scope of their adventure through life? Surroundings of myth perforate man’s subconscious, leaving not traces, not remnants, but imprints upon the “who” of who I am. What better imprint upon the soul’s entirety than the comfort of ancestral knowledge passed from mouth to hand to heart that allows a higher transcendence into the brief glimpse of the world that prefaces all of our existences in this brief moment in time. Full and utter embracement of this will expose a bright world that, formerly, seemed to be cast in shadow.
            It not that mythology is a lie, but rather a self-evident truth of human explanation of the unexplainable. Where creativity surely trumps hypocritical emotions. Where a milky bowl of sweet sustenance can contain thousands of years of history, a demystified mystery that perplexes those with eyes firmly shut. Ha! How we snicker at their ignorance. Ha… but all the while others laugh at ours. If Dr. Sexton has taught us one thing, it is that we all have the key to our lives; the matter of finding that key though leads one to a life of searching. Ho! Do not sigh in vain at this quest though, it is the quest Homer and Plato, Shakespeare and Milton, it is the quest of those who do not merely accept the acceptable, they strive for the acceptance of the unacceptable. They are the twelfth man of the field. The man scourged for heresy and treason. They are ones who say no in the face false surety. The ones who know that truth is never a certainty. Robert Fulgham said it best when he said: ““I believe that imagination is stronger than knowledge - myth is more potent than history - dreams are more powerful than facts - hope always triumphs over experience - laughter is the cure for grief – and love is stronger than death.”
Myth is central to knowing how the world and us coincide in such chaotic harmony. It is the entropy that brings the fiery whispers of biasness to a room temperature roar. That anyways, is what I have learned. I leave off with this final parting thought from Philosopher and film maker Jason Silva- 
            Perhaps the greatest existential bummer of all is entropy. And I was really struck by this, because perhaps that's why, when we're in love, we're also kind of sad. There's a sadness to the ecstasy. Beautiful things sometimes can make us a little sad. And it's because what they hint at is the exception, a vision of something more, a vision of a hidden door, a rabbit hole to fall through, but a temporary one. And I think, ultimately, that is the tragedy. That is why love simultaneously fills us with melancholy. That's why sometimes I feel nostalgic over something I haven't lost yet, because I see its transience. And so how does one respond to this? Do we love harder? Do we squeeze tighter? Or do we embrace the Buddhist creed of no attachment? Do we pretend not to care that everything and everyone we know is going to be taken away from us?
And I don't know if I can accept that. I think I more side with the Dylan Thomas quote that says, I will not go quietly into that good night, but instead rage against the dying of the light. I think that we defy entropy and impermanence with our films and our poems. I think we hold onto each other a little harder and say,
I will not let go. I do not accept the ephemeral nature of this moment.

I'm going to extend it forever."


That, anyway, is what I have learned...

Thursday, November 14, 2013

A Functioning Disfunctionality in the Sweetest Eyes

Startled and star-swept amongst the vast gulf of eternity, threads float, weave, and dissolve towards a cyclical web of the all encompassing status-quo; mumbling incontinent phrases that were developed in the fiery heart of dissolution but used in a forward, staccato march towards finality. Beauty and bones capsize all strength, purloin all guile, stripping the fabric of universality from among the decaying loam.

Visible to all yet to none there is a formulated, almost calculated appearance of glacier-al depths and rocking seas combining together in a swirl of Jökulsárlón meets Mediterranean clash of color. Small pools that open doors larger than life, well for most. When you can gaze upon the deepest azure flecked with a prospectors dream of gold, knees that gasp in astonishment of such a perfect combination. It’s reality that sways to magic and scientific muddling, a magnetic force that cannot but help pull your gaze to an ocular's terrace of beauty.

To hope in tragedy and wonder while lying prone amongst the dark forest, whose green resembles something found in the deepest of color wheels, supported by a protective loam, lightened by swaying leaves and wandering tendrils of vines whose clutch upon the heart is most inclined to the iron grasp of gravity. Where a whole day could be wasted in such a view, viewing with eyes opened or closed does not make a difference for the level of momentousness that is burned searing-ly into your mind with the sweetest touch of heat can not be swept from memory so easily. A green whose fortuitous existence is most assuredly a farce, for a more perfect design could not be found in the most sweeping city skyline or enthralling cathedral, a design that transcends Michelangelo virtuosity or Picasso adroitness. Where the flutter of heart has put to shame the patter of a hummingbird.

Where the deepest brown swallows like that of a well, delving deeper than the deepest mine. The earthiness crafts softer than the fresh turned soil of the most abundant of gardens. Endless brown, falling six feet under the rising sweetness that ensues when such a look is directed with open plainness to the very chord of your existence. Seemingly alight with the shades of life, love, and innocence. A brown that cultivates more enriched endorphins than any taste of substance. An addiction that sweeps into dreams and dreams of a forever in an endless ocean of continuation. The continuum of quintessential exquisiteness is locked behind the fragile fortress of the sclera. A bewilderment that juxtaposes astonishment in such a manner that even the most love induced coma would awaken.
Where you say, “You have the sweetest eyes